Hi All!

So sorry to not post a nice Holiday greeting earlier! It's been busy in the Biondini household.

I have some New Years Resolutions.

- I will post at least one journal entry a month so people don't think I'm dead.
- I will get the first book of my series published (no exceptions. Must be done by April).
- I will record or write at least one song a month and pimp said single.
- I will overcome my compulsive hoarding (this one is actually the most important as it has gotten to the point that I can't function in my own house).
- I will update people about all of these things so that I keep on track XD
- I will get a job (even if no one wants me)
- I will finish my newest script.
- I will lose 10 pounds mainly through exercise (hopefully dance)

I'm sure I have other ones ... no I will not be giving up coke again. That ended horribly.

Again, Happy Belated Holidays and I hope everyone's 2010 is wonderful! I know mine will be

- Ilrak

The first draft of the second book is done!

Once I get the first one through its final revision, I will publish that and then work on prepping book two for publishing while I work on book Three.

Honestly, having the second book really solidified in my mind that this will work as a series.

If you want to follow the progress of this book, stop by the unofficial official site. [link]

That's all for now!

Ilrak

I met the love of my life.

I can't believe it's been a year. It's been such a wonderful year too.

I'm just overcome with joy.

Here's to many more years to come. I love you so much, Chaz and I hope to spend the rest of my life with you. <3 I can't wait to see you tomorrow!

It's not cancer! Praise God!

They have no idea what it is, but at least it is not cancer!

I have to go in next year for more tests to make sure that it hasn't progressed or changed, but other than that, things will be okay for now!

Tomorrow is my biopsy. I think that the stress of it is making it very difficult for me to write or do much of anything.

I guess I just am feeling rather small and inadequate, like nothing I do is ever good enough.

I feel like just saying "f*ck it all" right now.